People: *showering me with compliments*
Me: okay but what about that one negative comment I received June 6th 2003 ? Im trash sweetie
lilacwine1966-deactivated202212:
i can have a little unrealistic romantic fantasy. as a treat
Cute things to do instead of eating ❤
- Cry
- Sleep
- Carry the rotting pukebags out of your room
- Have a panic attack
- Stare into a mirror until nothing feels real
I’m disgusting.
I’m so bloated. My face is swollen. My glands are painful. I’ve been b/p all night.
This stops now.
Tomorrow I will go to the gym.
Tomorrow I will not binge.
Tomorrow I will not purge.
Tomorrow I will be better.
Tomorrow is a promise I’m making to myself.
I hate myself. My body hates me. I can’t believe I let myself fall into this cycle again.
God I feel so gross. I feel fat. I feel worthless.
Tomorrow is 12/13/19. I will not break this promise to myself. I know I can do it too.
I will be better.
Doing 600 crunches in bed after binging on 600 calories at 1:30 am
Don’t worry it’s normal
Stay safe
Me: Thinspo bad
Thinspo: Hey
Me: Hey, baby even though I hate ya, I wanna love ya, I want you
All I’ve done for the past 5 days is work and I just agreed to work another 5 😴 but hey, gotta get that dollar
Yall ever wake up and your first thought is “I’m fat” like?? Damn alright u right but let me pee first
oh to be a slightly ridiculous looking sea monster on a geographically inaccurate medieval map
